Room 207 has moved.
Ask me if you want the new URL.
Been fun.
Peace out.

I still feel kinda sick. I am not sure what the hell is going on with me…but this is not good. It’s been a while now, and I am not usually sick for this long.
I think I need a vacation! ah! Shocker! Seriously though…I mean, I don’t think it would actually make me feel better, but I really need one.
This country is so different than mine. We take time off there! from whatever routine we are in. Here…it’s all different. It’s an “little trips” kind of deals, and even that, I don’t do it.
The last time I was actually away (and I don’t mean Los Angeles…please…), was in July 2009! That’s freaking long ago! TOO LONG!
Anyway…as you can see, my mood sucks donkeys’ ass right now.
Yeah, exactly.
Things are just weird…and as much I like weird…this is not even weird in a nice way. It’s just ass.
Everything is ass.
Donkeys ass.
ah!
I am ok. I just hate not knowing and not understanding.
It’s all donkeys ass!!!
Or wait…what do they say? Sausage! yes, it’s sausage! :)

Well shit…was I sick!
I don’t think I have been this sick in a long time. So sick I started crying saying: “I want it to go away”.
Yes, I realize it is a pretty crazy and desperate thing to say (yell?) when you feel sick…as if anyone could really make it go away for you…but I couldn’t help it. A part of me was ready to beg for it hah
Anyway…that was last night.
Today it was better. I didn’t yack…I didn’t cry…I didn’t beg.
I was just in slow motion all day.
Nice sunny day in San Francisco. Finally we get some sun…and the mood wasn’t bad. In fact…at one point, I got a lil surprize that totally made my day!
Still not sure what’s going on…5917 sometimes feel like 59179192898292832983923823983. But there is nothing I can do about it…so…it has to be ok, right?

I wrote a couple of more articles. Car ones are becoming my genre…I will soon be a car expert! Who would have thought?!!?!
I better take it easy tonight…”early” night…I really don’t want to start begging hah
So…I will sign off now.
Peace Out
xoxo

And I wonder why I have totally ignored Everything but the girl.
And I am not sure why this song blew me away.
Actually…it was the photex remix that got me to check it out.
The scary part is that I have the feeling I have ignored Everything but the girl simply cause the look of the girl freaks me out. Yeah yeah…I know…I am an idiot!
I am just really paying attention to their stuff now and find them very very remixable. Maybe hence the album: adapt or die: 10 years of remixes? hah doh!
I couldn’t find the Photek remix on youtube…shame…I <3 that version….maybe it just caught me in the right mood.
Ahhh…I love having my computer back :)

And here is Photek version…lalala…I like!

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Wow…it’s been a while since I have posted last. Again.
Thing is…time seems to fly by. Days are getting short…weeks shorter…months…years…ahhhhhh!
Speaking of years going by fast…just a few days ago I celebrated my 39th Birthday. 39. Crazy!
My last year in the thirties. I am not really sure what it means as I feel just like I felt years ago, I don’t see much difference between the “younger” me and the almost 40 me…but 40 is a scary number.
Depressed? No…not at all…I have had a pretty full life…and I intend to continue just that for a few more decades :)

Oh…one of the reasons I haven’t been really spending much time posting on here is my full involvement with Demand Studios. LOVE IT! Easy money flowing in my paypal account twice a week saying” Hello Tara…you are still earning despite all :)
Love it!

Wish I was dirty with paint now.
Really really dirty.
Right now.

“It was the heritage, her glimmering retreat. No people invited, for what could they know of the secrets the crept and chilled and chuckled in the marrow of her bones? No need of people, because she was self-fulfilling, delighted with the pre-eminence of her art, and future of her knowing hands.
But the pinnacle became and abyss, and the driving joy ended. At last there was a prison.
I am encompassed by a wall, high and hard as stone, with only my brainy nails to tear it down.
And I cannot do it”

A new book.
I read this passage a million times, and if you really know me, you know why”
Loving it.